I don't love myself and don't like my family?

I've been really depressed lately and it's the summer time I should be happy but I'm not. I have a dysfunctional family and it's kinda sad. I'm also not that popular at school. I've been hanging around with girls all my life and everyone calls me gay. I try to make friends with other boys but they make fun of me bc I don't play sports and I like Ke$ha. My mom is overprotective and never let's me do anything and my dad died when I was 3 and I don't remember him much. My uncles a drug dealer and my grandmas a gamboholic and I don't know my dads side of the family bc they think my mom killed him but he killed himself. Our family fights a lot and it's even worse bc we have a small family and we shouldn't fight. And for me, school is hell. A lot of people think I'm weird and I get called gay a lot ever since 4th grade. Last year it got to bad at school of everyone calling me gay and bullying me that I transferred to a different school and its just as bad. I try to change myself to fit in but I feel so out of place and it's an awkward situation so I just don't try anymore. And people make fun bc I like ke$ha and lady gaga bc your not suppose to like them if your a boy. Well I like them bc their not afraid to be themselves. And I'm not that wealthy so I can't afford all that good stuff like abercrombie or PS3 and all that junk. Well the point is that I don't love myself and Im depressed all the time. I usually can't sleep until 7 A.M. And I usually cry myself to sleep. Well i don't know what I'm trying to ask I guess I just needed to vent to yahoo....